All Things Work Together

. . . for those who love God.

“I worry so about my past life and how many bad judgments I’ve made,” said the young woman sitting in front of me.

     “You know,” I said, “I used to have as neighbor a woman who was very creative in the domestic arts: painting, crafts, needlework. One item she showed me made a lasting impression. She had made a full-size quilt that featured a variety of cloths and designs, each related to an important event in her life. She had a piece from one of the children’s “blankie;” jeans she wore on her first date with her husband, and part of a shirt left in the laundry by her son who had just run away from home.

mixed quilt     “From all these remnants commemorating both happy and catastrophic events, she had made a work of art. Bound together by solid dark blue strips framing each square, she had created a kind of book of her life. It was beautiful! And besides, it served a very useful purpose in her home.”

This is what St. Paul means in his letter to the Romans (8:18): For those who love God, all things work together unto good. To that marvelous statement, St. Augustine added the words … even sin. All events, all actions, thoughts, omissions, whether joyful or sad, whether “productive” or empty – all are, in God’s hands, the stuff of our life, all put to use to ultimately shape us into the image that God has of us.

For there is nothing in our life that God cannot put to good use. Our profound and loving Teacher uses even our “mistakes,” not as stern lectures directed at us, but as gentle reminders of his mercy, as sturdy lengths of thread that draw us to him, binding us to himself into one work of art.

The Assumption of Mary

An Ancient Tradition

Crypt in Church of the Dormition, Jerusalem
Crypt in Church of the Dormition, Jerusalem

The Eastern Rites of the Catholic Church (and the Orthodox Churches) celebrate the “Dormitio” or Dormition. When time had come for the Theotokos to pass from this life to the next, the Apostles including St. Paul traveled, gathered, and briefly spent time with her. Thomas arrived three days after Mary had fallen asleep (a term we use when someone passes into death) and wanted to see her. When they went to the tomb where she was placed, they found that it was was empty. An angel of the Lord appeared to them saying that the Theotokos was assumed into Heaven.*

“It was fitting that the most holy body of Mary, God-bearing body, receptacle of God, divinized, incorruptible, illuminated by divine grace and full of glory, should be entrusted to the earth for a little while and raised up to heaven in glory, with her soul pleasing to God.” (Bishop Theoteknos of Livias Sermon, 600) 

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The Transfiguration

Jesus prefigures our transformation.

transfigurationFor me, the narrative of the Transfiguration of Jesus is one of the most mysterious in the Gospels. What was the message? and why wasn’t this vision offered to the other disciples?

Yes, Jesus certainly had established a hierarchy among his apostles. Peter, James and John were taken into confidence on more than this one occasion. Most notably, they were the three whom Jesus asked to follow him into a more hidden recess of the Mount of Olives where he prayed prior to his arrest.

At the top of Mount Tabor, Peter, James and John are allowed a vision of Jesus, along with major prophets of the Old Testament: Moses and Elijah. For Jesus to be in the company of these two prominent figures was to make him at least their equal, for he was not bowed down in front of them but was in their very center. Furthermore,  the center position proclaimed his authority, as one was on his right and the other on his left. This amounted to a bold and brave declaration of the supreme holiness of Jesus. No wonder the apostles were astonished.

They had already, through Peter, announced their belief that Jesus was the promised one of God: the Messiah, Emmanuel. The Transfiguration vision cemented that belief.

Nonetheless, no sooner had they come down to earth (literally) than Jesus plunged them into the horror story of his arrest, disgrace and execution. Even though he also added the positive and glorious ending, it was upsetting enough for Peter (having been emboldened by providing the right answer just a short while ago) to declare, “Heaven forbid that any such thing should happen to you!”

Clearly, the apostles themselves experienced no miraculous change.

So what is the lesson in this for me? The evident one is that there is no glory without pain. The reverse is true: there is no pain without glory. They must go together. Pain and death are not the end of the world. These truths are so obvious as to be commonplace. That is, until they actually occur and we experience the pain we thought we had eliminated from our life.

But there may be another aspect.

Jesus, fully human and fully divine, allowed his apostles to observe his divinity. What they were also observing was their own future transformation into beings that were to become the very image of the divine.

Why did Jesus counsel them to tell no one of this event, until after the Resurrection?

I think that this was because to hear of the process of divinization would have been too much for pre-Resurrection, pre-Pentecostal people to understand or accept. We, ordinary mortals, are to be transformed into beings who truly resemble God? Who can accept that!

And yet, “[t]he Christian of the future will be a mystic, or he will not exist at all.” So said the late Jesuit theologian Karl Rahner (in Theological Investigations XX, 149). Mysticism, he wrote, is “a genuine experience of God emerging from the very heart of our existence.”

We aren’t meant to spend our living years with our eyes shut, stumbling through an often hopeless world. There’s too much that we’re missing if we do not open our hearts to the everyday experience of God of which Rahner speaks.

In her book, Days of Deepening Friendship, Vinita Wright  lists 15 common experiences of the divine such as “becoming acutely aware of God’s presence through an overwhelming sense of peace, gratitude, love, awe, or joy.”

A constant and growing awareness, produced by a constant and growing search on our part, is what will bring about our transformation into the divine, into the union Christ prayed for and showed to his disciples at the Transfiguration.


My Yoke Is Easy

It was one of those blue days that some of us get. Being overtired certainly was a contributing factor, having overextended myself the day before. (When will I learn that enough is enough?)

Still, it was much too early to go to bed, and the available reading material just couldn’t rouse my interest, much less my energy. Normally when I feel this way, I’d like to have someone around who could commiserate with me, comfort me. The grace was that I decided to put in a call to my friend who had been suffering from sinusitis. Common sense would have told me that she’d certainly not be in the mood to listen to my griping nor to console me. Which is what made this idea a Grace, and not just a whim.

As we conversed, I experienced a new liveliness forming within me. Not that we were talking about anything “important;” just your usual “hi, what’s happening?” kind of trivia. By the time we hung up, I was surprised by how energized I felt. The blues were disappearing, and out of the blue came these lines from Matthew 11:28:

Come to me, all you who labor and are burdened and I will give   you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am meek and humble of heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden light.

The amazing thing is that Christ does not offer to take away our labor or the burden, which is what we usually ask him to do. Instead, he invites us to take on something additional: his yoke. I could see the connection to what Christ was telling me, and what the Holy Spirit inspired me to do: imitate Christ, take your friend’s troubles upon yourself. Instead of becoming more gloomy, your mood will lighten and you will feel comforted.

The yoke is the perfect metaphor for what Christ is teaching us here. It is designed to spread the weight between two animals, usually oxen or even mules. Jesus, both gentle and humble, willingly stoops to our level – and even lower – to join us in carrying our burdens.

 Instead of being an added burden, Christ’s yoke is “easy” and “light.” Christ offers us this counter-intuitive solution that we are likely to miss unless we’re open to his voice.

And so it was with the solution I was offered: seek out someone who is in a situation similar to yours, someone who feels burdened and tired. As we offer support to another for the love of Christ, Christ lightens our burdens.

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On the First Day of the Week

 Mary Magdalene at the Tomb

A mutilated body,
Once strong and noble,
Lies in cold aloneness and emptiness.
Nothing good could come out of Galilee.

The great stone, pregnant with uncountable fears,Mary at the tomb
Big with hosts of indifferent hearts,
Bars entry to the cave:
The tomb of dead hopes and desires.

A weak and weeping woman comes.
Flaming tears of faith melt stone,
And cause explosions of love.

Faith bursts throughout the globe.
Hope is resurrected!
Fear dies, extinguished by Trust!

July 22, 2016